To Love or To Hate that is the question

To hate you or to love you that is the question
To love you would be the greatest mistake I would ever be willing to make
To hate you would be the best decision I would ever need
To love you would make my heart break in the sweetest way, that I would keep wanting to smash it
To hate you would make my soul breathe again in the most painful way, that I would keep wanting to cry
To love you would create a never-ending nightmare that I would never want to wake up from
To hate you would create a false world that I would never want to live in
To love you would destroy my fear
To hate you would destroy my sanity
To love you would kill me
To hate you would save me
To love you or to hate you that is the question