I Should've Said No

I should've said no, but I didn't know how
I should've ran away from you, but I didn't want to
I should've rejected your lust, but I didn't remember how to move
I should've screamed for her, but I didn't think she would hear

When you were done, I felt disgusting, that I didn't belong in my skin
When you were walking away, I felt empty, that that I didn't have a soul
When you were gone, I felt broken, that I didn't fit together
When you were proud, I felt ashamed, that I didn't exist

You never thought twice about it, but it haunts me
You never thought twice about if it was wrong, but it makes guilt gnaw at me
You never thought twice about if I was damaged, but I am
You never thought twice about me, but because of you, there is nothing left to think about