Thursday, February 2, 2012

Train Wreck Production

I don't see why I don't pull the curtains closed on my train wreck of a production
I don't understand why I let this go on for so long seeing people throw rotten fruit and insults to break me, my leads switching constantly because the ones before deemed me unworthy
I can't believe I let this pain in my stomach eat away at me for so long
No one would care, there are far better stories to be in, far better directors to deal with
No one really can see the pain etched in my face, the screams caught in my throat, and the pain trapped behind my eyes.
It isn't worth keeping the stage lit if the crowd doesn't show up
It isn't worth having actors quit on me from left to right
I'm not worth it
Because the pain is just too real

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